To love and back again.

        I was always terrified of you, Jorge, because you actually made me feel something. I used to think love wasn't worth fighting for, but when I met you I was ready for that war. The truth is, I gave my heart away a long time ago, all of it, and I never really got it all back. But I gave you the best in me.

        I still think about you all the time. Every couple of nights or so, I'll dream about you. I can't just get rid of you like you got rid of me, why didn't you face me? You know, just because something is unspoken doesn't mean that it disappears or that the hurt isn't there. I dunno that I want to know the truth. I may think I wanna know, but if I knew why, I'd prolly give just about anything to go back to being ignorant.

        Maybe you and I got lost somewhere, I dunno. A broken heart is not what I wanted from this, but I will evolve in love. I'll find a heart that will love me at my worst and arms that will hold me at my weakest. But you, Jorge, you're always going to mean something to me. No matter what happens. you're always gonna be somewhere deep down inside me. I’ll never forget you and the way you made me feel.

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