A face that was once sparkling with intensity is now splintered by tears.

       Well, tonight I discovered that which has happened to me repeatedly, that which I believe to be my curse, has happened once more. He, whom I love faithfully to this and my very last heartbeat, have betrayed me in the most terrible way imaginable. He, whom my intuition smiled upon, and the soul I trusted most in this world, have contused me. In this moment, at the exact moment of my crux, and in every moment to come, I feel such emotional and heartfelt agony, that my physical self is also in a state of profound wretchedness.

        The tears will not cease from falling from my eyes, and perishing on my cheeks, from the beginning of my unfortunate quandary to the dawn of every new morning I have been sobbing in utter sorrow. It's now as though, my heart has had enough and has begun to suspend each and every one of my physical passions. Because, I literally cannot stop tears from gushing from my now blood shot eyes, and rolling down my now tear soaked face. A face that was once sparkling with intensity is now splintered by tears.

        I apologize if my words hurt him; I'm just trying to be candid and forthright because he requested me to do so. I am acutely heavy-hearted (severe, but I predict that this will be of short duration). I am certain that he would never break faith with me again and he will never again fail to meet the hopes of my trust and so much more. I honestly found it necessary to make lighter my heart by means of writing this, thus doing so I have poured my heart onto his feet. I ask him; please uplift me from this place of torment that I've fallen into. For his and my sake, I forgive him and attempt to dismiss this from my mind. Attaining peace of mind, may take some time, when tranquility finally returns into my soul, we can start our relationship fresh. Our love can once again be innocent and new, and mostly of all, pure.